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New Years Resolutions - 2018

I have been doing New Years Resolutions for as long as I can remember, but I feel like I always write them up in December and forget all about them by the end of January. So I have promised myself to come back at the beginning of every month next year to look back at what I wrote, and to try and do better. 2017 was an interesting year for me; I became a bit more independent but I still feel like I am not as independent as I would like to be. This past year was definitely full of roller coasters, and I am thankful for all the things I have realized and been through – making me the person I am today. It was better than 2016 but this year still wasn’t as good as I hoped it would be. A lot of that is due to me not getting off my ass and out of my comfort zone. 

I have decided that I will try my best and my hardest to make 2018 my year, to overcome as many fears as I can, and to achieve as many goals as I can. Here are 5 New Years Resolutions I have for this upcoming year:

1. To Take a Walk Everyday

I remember taking walks with my family growing up and how much we would all enjoy it. Looking back now, I remember how much time I spent in 2017 just sitting in my bed and watching Netflix, usually shows I have already watched many times before already. I want to be more physically active in 2018, and although I know this might seem like an impossible task sometimes, I feel like it is something I can easily accomplish. The walks do not have to be super long and far, there is a beautiful park near my house where I can walk to everyday and breathe in some fresh air daily. As I will be leaving for British Colombia during the second week of January,  I will definitely be taking walks with my family! There will be lots of beautiful scenery to see there, and I cannot wait. Back home in Ireland and Punjab, I loved taking walks because the view was always just breathtaking. I’ve always been a country lover and the city just drains my energy, but I am going to try and change that.

2. Write in a Diary

This is something I have always wanted to do, but never did for some reason I do not understand. I feel like I express myself best through writing, and writing in a diary is such an easy way to get your thoughts out there and reflect on everything you are feeling that day or moment. I have decided to take a few pics every day while I am taking a walk, and to make a private instagram for only myself, so that I can post these photos with a caption serving as my diary entry. I will also be writing in a traditional diary. I might use one as a sort of ‘weekly journal’ of sorts, and one for daily writing! I hope to read through these entries by the end of next year and see how I have changed and become a new person. My writer’s craft teacher made us write in journals everyday in class and looking back now, I really enjoyed that and it was one of my favourite parts of class. I love the thought of being able to write down your thoughts and feelings, and being able to read them in the future.

3. Eat Healthier

To tell you the truth, I have been known to eat very unhealthily, and I wish to change that next year. I have done a lot of research and watched a lot of documentaries about the food industry and about health in general, and I absolutely want to change my eating habits. This past year, I have been drinking a can of pop almost every day. I also have not been eating in a healthy routine, and eating healthy foods in general. Although for health reasons I do want to share, I will not be going vegan, I want to be more cautious of what I put in my body. I have been a lacto vegetarian my whole life, which is already a good start for me. Nearly every week I watch “What I Eat in a Day” videos on YouTube to get healthier breakfast, lunch, and dinner ideas and recipes. If you are someone who has trouble changing unhealthy eating habits, I suggest watching these videos for motivation! They have definitely helped me in wanting to change what I eat. Although it can be very tempting to eat fast food all the time, I believe the younger you start eating healthy, the easier it is. Not to say that you cannot change your eating habits when your older. If you’re someone who wants to change your eating habits, I suggest watching videos on YouTube to motivate yourself, and to watch documentaries about the food industry to see the truth about the foods we eat!

4. Become more socially and politically aware

My family has always been very political, and we have been raised since our early childhood to stand up for our rights and for the rights of others. Being a Sikh, albeit not 100% strictly religious, I pride myself in being from a faith and community that was literally made to stand up for things such as the rights of minorities and the oppressed, for sovereignty, for justice, and for equity. I wish to stand up for all those things more in the upcoming year. I want to go to more protests, marches and demonstrations. I want to know more about the struggles of different communities so that I can make a difference. I have noticed that in the day and age of social media, many of us are quick to condemn and burn someone at the stake at the first mistake they make. People who genuinely take their time to educate someone on a topic are so rare these days in my opinion. I will always be one to 100% agree that an oppressed minority does NOT have to tolerate their oppressor, but to me it seems like lately we PoC have been using white people as punching bags, and refuse to acknowledge the oppression and discrimination happening in our own communities and countries. Yes, people of colour can be racist to one another. Being a minority does not excuse our own horrible behaviour.

I already consider myself socially and politically aware, and up-to-date with most major events taking place in the world. But by becoming more aware I mean doing more research into why things are the way they are, and what I can do to make a difference. I want to more unbiased research about different regions of the world, and different communities, and conflicts around the world. 

5. Spend more time with my family

I have struggled with separation anxiety since forever. I remember going to school and breaking down because I missed my parents too much. I still have this constant fear in the back of my head that something is about to happen and I will never see my family again. One of the things I regret is not spending enough time with my family this year. I probably spent 70% of my time locked up in my room watching Netflix and YouTube videos, or reading. While I will always enjoy those things, I need to sort out my priorities and spend more time with my family. My dad goes to work in America so he’s not always home, and I wanna spend more time with him when he is. My family will always be my top priority in life, and I regret not letting them know enough this past year. 

I am very excited for 2018, and these resolutions. In the past, I would always come up with resolutions that were really hard for me to stick to, usually do to school. This year I’ve decided to stick to fewer but easier goals, and ones that were more important to me in the long run. Let’s see how long I can stick to them! 

Happy New Years, loves! I hope this new year brings you happiness, success, and growth. 


Shatter Me - Review

Title: Shatter Me

Author: Tahereh Mafi

Rating: 3.5/5

Goodreads Summary:

I have a curse
I have a gift

I am a monster
I’m more than human

My touch is lethal
My touch is power

I am their weapon
I will fight back

Juliette hasn’t touched anyone in exactly 264 days.

The last time she did, it was an accident, but The Reestablishment locked her up for murder. No one knows why Juliette’s touch is fatal. As long as she doesn’t hurt anyone else, no one really cares. The world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a 17-year-old girl. Diseases are destroying the population, food is hard to find, birds don’t fly anymore, and the clouds are the wrong color.

The Reestablishment said their way was the only way to fix things, so they threw Juliette in a cell. Now so many people are dead that the survivors are whispering war – and The Reestablishment has changed its mind. Maybe Juliette is more than a tortured soul stuffed into a poisonous body. Maybe she’s exactly what they need right now.

Juliette has to make a choice: Be a weapon. Or be a warrior.


Everyone on bookstagram loved this book, so I felt like I needed to read it asap and figure out what the hype was about. It definitely was an interesting book. The writing took me a while to get used it, and it was really annoying in the first few chapters. But I feel like in the middle-ish it got much better and detailed. Tahereh Mafi’s writing style is unique, but not for everyone. It put me off the first few times I tried to read the book, the strike-through sentences were just not working for me. The book as written in a way that the readers are in the mind of Juliette, so we know exactly what she’s thinking and what she wants to think. You experience what she is experiencing. 

The characters were really interesting, but the storyline was giving me some mixed The Host and X-Men vibes. A girl, her boyfriend, and a younger brother on the run? I didn’t even realize that I had started imagining Juliette and Adam as Saoirse Ronan and Max Irons. But there were so many similarities to X-Men as well. People with different powers, an organization that takes care of them and helps them learn about and control their abilities? Sounds a whole lot like Xavier’s School for Gifted Youngsters. The world is something I want to read more about. This book definitely left me asking a lot of questions that I hope the next books answer. 

Mainly I want to continue the series just so I could figure out why everyone on bookstagram is obsessed with Warner. I mean, he’s a major asshole in this book and extremely manipulative, so why is everyone not hating him like y’all hate Tamlin? Warner has definitely done some shit worse than Tamlin. But bare with me, once I read the other books maybe I’ll change my opinion? Who knows. I want to know more about him and his backstory, and why he has so much power (and obsession) at the age of 19. He seems like a really interesting character although at times in the book I thought he was going crazy instead of Juliette. 

Overall, I have kind of mixed feelings about this book. It’s definitely unique in its own way. But it was sometimes really predictable which again put me off from wanting to continue. I want to continue the series just because I have so many questions that I want answers to. You should check this book out if you’re into reading about characters with powers or magical abilities!



Rhapsodic (The Bargainer, #1) - Review

Title: Rhapsodic

Author: Laura Thalassa

Rating: 5/5

Trigger Warnings: Rape, Sexual Assault

*All my reviews have spoilers, be warned*

Goodreads Summary:

Callypso Lillis is a siren with a very big problem, one that stretches up her arm and far into her past. For the last seven years she’s been collecting a bracelet of black beads up her wrist, magical IOUs for favors she’s received. Only death or repayment will fulfill the obligations. Only then will the beads disappear.

Everyone knows that if you need a favor, you go to the Bargainer to make it happen. He’s a man who can get you anything you want… at a price. And everyone knows that sooner or later he always collects.

But for one of his clients, he’s never asked for repayment. Not until now. When Callie finds the fae king of the night in her room, a grin on his lips and a twinkle in his eye, she knows things are about to change. At first it’s just a chaste kiss—a single bead’s worth—and a promise for more.

For the Bargainer, it’s more than just a matter of rekindling an old romance. Something is happening in the Otherworld. Fae warriors are going missing one by one. Only the women are returned, each in a glass casket, a child clutched to their breast. And then there are the whispers among the slaves, whispers of an evil that’s been awoken. 

If the Bargainer has any hope to save his people, he’ll need the help of the siren he spurned long ago. Only, his foe has a taste for exotic creatures, and Callie just happens to be one.


“And the mountains may rise and fall, and the sun might wither away, and the sea may claim the land and swallow the sky. But you will always be mine. And the stars might fall from the heavens, and night might cloak the earth, but until darkness dies, I will always be yours.” 

Oh my dear Gods high above, where do I even begin? You know a book is going to be really good when the prologue itself has you shook. I knew just by looking at the cover and reading the summary on Goodreads that this would be a new favourite of mine. It was a 5 star read from start to finish. This book was a whole rollercoaster of “holy shit” and “what the fuck?”, and that’s just the beginning. Laura Thalassa, thank you, thank you so much for writing this book. The beginning of the book itself had me stop and pace around my room because all I could think of was oh my gods. It isn’t of those books that start off happy, something horrible happens, and then everything is falling apart. No. In the prologue itself, all hell breaks loose and everything just spirals into chaos from there. 

Also, the characters. Gods, I will protect these children until the moment I breathe my last breath. Callie is so good-hearted and broken at the same time, and I just want to hug and tell her it’ll all be okay. She’s emotionally traumatized from years of sexual assault and rape at the hands of her stepfather, but she’s a survivor and throughout the book starts to find her voice and becomes more and more stronger. She’s a siren and uses her voice to stop creepy men from doing horrible and creepy things. She has a successful PI business with her best friend, Temper Darling, who I hope we see more of in the next book. Eli, her ex-boyfriend, is an alpha werewolf who I also hope we see more of in the next books, despite him being kind of a jerk to Callie. But he does back off, which I respect. And Desmond Flynn. The Bargainer, Lord of Secrets, Master of Shadows, King of the Night, Emperor of the Evening Stars. He’s so protective of Callie, and does his best to try and make her happy. 

The Bargainer captures the bug in his fist, his knuckles grazing my skin. He steps away from me and, opening his palm, releases the glowing critter. The two of us watch it drunkenly canter back to my hair. 

I can just barely make out their luminescent bodies flickering above me. The whole thing is so ridiculous and strange that I begin to laugh. “Des, are you trying to cheer me up?”

My favourite thing about Des is that he is respective of boundaries, and does not take advantage of Callie, knowing she’s not emotionally ready and far too young to sleep with him – she’s two weeks shy of sixteen when they first meet. Yes, he’s somewhat of a jerk in the beginning of the book but as the story progresses, you see how he’s patient with Callie and so in love with her that he waits seven years, where he says he felt like his soul was ripped in two. He’s kind, and most of all, loved Callie when she genuinely believed she isn’t worthy of being loved. He stocked his fridge with all of Callie’s favourite foods, has Harry Potter movie marathons with her, AND has read the books just for her? Where do I get my very own Desmond Flynn, sign me tf up. 

This series deserves way more appreciation because the characters, the writing, the storyline is just phenomenal. This book was so beautifully written I could imagine the scenes unfold in my head like a movie. It was definitely really creepy at times and gave me goosebumps, and since I was reading this well after midnight, with heavy rain nearly breaking my window, I was spooked. If this book was turned into a movie/tv show with 100% accuracy, the cinematography would be unbelievably mind-blowing. I called it. 

It’s very similar to the ACOTAR series, but I think this series is much better. It’s darker and creepier. But if you loved ACOTAR, I definitely recommend this book. Also, can we talk about this cover? Have you ever seen a cover so beautiful? I’m speechless, it’s so breathtakingly beautiful. 


The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer - Review

Title: The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer

Author: Michelle Hodkin

Rating:  5/5

Goodreads Summary:

Mara Dyer believes life can’t get any stranger than waking up in a hospital with no memory of how she got there.

It can.

She believes there must be more to the accident she can’t remember that killed her friends and left her strangely unharmed.

There is.

She doesn’t believe that after everything she’s been through, she can fall in love.

She’s wrong.


To be honest, this is my favourite series after Harry Potter. I just love everything about it – the writing, the story, the family, the friends, and Noah Elliot Simon Shaw. God, he is the the best book boyfriend ever, fight me. 

  • Indian mom and grandmother
  • Biracial kids
  • Black best friend, who is also bi
  • Main character has PTSD

Her relationship with her mother is very similar to the relationship I had with my mother growing up, so it was very easy for me to understand what she meant throughout the book. She’s at times irritated and annoyed by her mother’s protectiveness but also loves her mother and feels guilty for being rude to her. I feel like when they are not arguing they have a nice mother-daughter relationship, like when Indi helps Mara get ready for the costume party. We don’t see much of Mara’s father, but he seems like a chill dad, since Mara finds it easy to laugh around him and isn’t always tense. You can tell throughout the book that they both really care about Mara, even if the way they show it isn’t always the way Mara wants. I do wish Michelle Hodkin showed more of Mara’s relationship with her parents more. 

Her relationship with her brothers is also what I loved about this book. Daniel and Joseph care a lot about Mara, and Daniel is always trying to help her whenever he can. He makes excuses on her behalf, so her parents don’t think she’s “going crazy” entirely. They also try their best to treat her normal. I love a book that has a good sibling relationship and the relationship Mara has with her brothers is just so sweet. 

As for Noah, I know some people find that he was a stalker, and being a creep towards Mara when he wouldn’t leave her alone. Yes, that part was annoying, but other than that I really love Noah. In the beginning of the book, he’s the school bad boy (or is he?), but isn’t one when it comes to Mara. He doesn’t sleep with Mara when she tries to – near the end of the book – because he knows Mara isn’t feeling entirely okay, and isn’t ready for that just yet. He doesn’t take advantage of her that way. He’s protective of her – when he claims they are together in front of the school, and fights the guys that were harassing her. Yes, some people find all that behaviour clingy and problematic because they aren’t technically together, but the way I see it is that he doesn’t do it because he’s being a f-boy or for the sake of annoying Mara, I feel that he genuinely cares for Mara. He’s annoying at times and somewhat territorial of her, but he doesn’t take advantage of her even though he knows she’s vulnerable at times, he’s not like Jude. He goes out of his way to make sure she’s okay, and also to protect Joseph – someone that he doesn’t even have to help. But he really likes Mara at this point – and knows it would ruin her if anything happened to her little brother. And he’s also super respectful towards her family, which is like, goals?? 

And Jamie. He is one of my favourite characters. I loved him in the beginning of the book and was so pissed when he got expelled. I didn’t know if he would return later on or in the other books, so that kept me on edge. I really enjoyed his sarcasm and way of talking. Also, can we please appreciate how he wants Mara to be okay and happy, to not get hurt by f-boy Noah, but also allows her to make her own choices, and doesn’t shame her for them?? He’s not like other book best friends, and I really really loved that about him. *cough Jacob Black cough*. 

Overall, I really enjoyed the book. I read it in one setting whenever I read it, and I’m sure I will read this series many times in the future. As someone that has PTSD, I think the portrayal in this book is fairly accurate and isn’t overdone like some other books. You can tell throughout the book just how much she’s being affected by the trauma, and how scared she is of taking pills in fear of being labelled “crazy”. I also loved the suspense/mystery, and the paranormal touch to the book. Part of the mystery of the book is that, as readers we don’t know if Mara is actually hallucinating the things that she sees or if she’s really losing her mind and going crazy. A lot is explained when we find out that Noah has similar “powers” to Mara – but where Mara can kill, Noah can heal. #MadeForEachOther. I recommend this book to everyone that loves a good mystery and some paranormal feels. 

One thing I didn’t like about the book though, is how even though the Dyer kids are biracial, Mara tries to ignore her Indian side (other than the sari she once wore). She tries to turn off the Indian music when she’s in the car, and I, a Punjabi girl, was just surprised because honey, Indian music is the best music. Turn that shit up. I wish Michelle Hodkin mentioned more of Mara’s diversity other than just sprinkling it around the book to remind the reader that yes, Mara is biracial. 


The Madman's Daughter - Review

Title: The Madman’s Daughter

Author: Megan Shepherd

Rating: 5/5

Goodreads Summary:

Sixteen-year-old Juliet Moreau has built a life for herself in London—working as a maid, attending church on Sundays, and trying not to think about the scandal that ruined her life. After all, no one ever proved the rumours about her father’s gruesome experiments. But when she learns he is alive and continuing his work on a remote tropical island, she is determined to find out if the accusations are true.

Accompanied by her father’s handsome young assistant, Montgomery, and an enigmatic castaway, Edward—both of whom she is deeply drawn to—Juliet travels to the island, only to discover the depths of her father’s madness: He has experimented on animals so that they resemble, speak, and behave as humans. And worse, one of the creatures has turned violent and is killing the island’s inhabitants. Torn between horror and scientific curiosity, Juliet knows she must end her father’s dangerous experiments and escape her jungle prison before it’s too late. Yet as the island falls into chaos, she discovers the extent of her father’s genius—and madness—in her own blood.

Inspired by H. G. Wells’s classic The Island of Dr. MoreauThe Madman’s Daughter is a dark and breathless Gothic thriller about the secrets we’ll do anything to know and the truths we’ll go to any lengths to protect.


This book was physically impossible for me to put down. I had school assignments to finish yesterday but I literally kept opening it again and again, telling myself that I will read just one more chapter. But I ended up reading the entire book in one sitting. The growing intensity in the book literally had me sitting at the edge of my seat, hurrying to find out more of what happens. At one point in the book you don’t know who’s a real human and who’s a creation of the doctor. There are so many twists in this book and I love it. The haunting and eery vibe of the book really reminds me of the Mara Dyer trilogy. There are a lot of creepy things that go on in this book, which add to the intensity. It is more thrilling, creepy and eery than it is downright scary. It does have a psychological touch to it, so if you’re one for a fast-paced story, this one might not be the book for you.

The main character in this book, Juliet Moreau, is somewhat similar to Mara Dyer. Mara Dyer has the ability to kill people, though it is not always her direct intention. Juliet, on the other hand, is the daughter of a (mad) scientist/doctor, who grew up listening to the screams of the animals her father cut up for his research/experiments. After finding out the truth about her father and realizing the rumours of the scandal are true, Juliet deep down senses that she is somewhat just like her father, with her curiosity. Although she doesn’t always act on her thoughts and curiosity, you can see the resemblance of her father in her throughout the book.

As always, there is a love interest in this book as well, two actually. Love triangle. Montgomery is their servants son, who is two years older than Juliet. Edward, the castaway, is one of her fathers creation, which you later find out in the book, who falls in love with Juliet. I loved Montgomery from the start, he was just so calm and innocent-hearted in his core. On the other hand, I always suspected that Edwards big bad secret would be related to the doctor and his experiments. I WAS RIGHT. What I didn’t like about this book though, was how she couldn’t make her mind between the two for the longest time ever. She kept switching from one to the other. Minus the love triangle, this book is an amazing read.

Another thing that makes this book so good is the doctor’s determination to be right and perfect his creations. He is so far gone that there is absolutely no hope for bettering him, no sign of redemption, hence why Juliet leaves him to die in the end of the book and escapes the island. He is insane, twisted, there’s hell everywhere, he does things you can’t even imagine. Imagine Lord Voldemort (with his obsession) and Klaus Mikaelson (his anger, madness) put into one person. What do you get? Dr. Monreau.